tragic story

2008-01-21T02:45:00.000-08:00

she called me.

her voice sounds so tired.

guess that she muz be studying everydae,

everyhour, everyminutes and

everyseconds ...

she's really working tt hard ... for studies

bitter .. emo .. lifeless .. living in darkness ..

thats all i can feel in my heart.

fiona .. i need you, really

i no longer live ..

dead .. loneliness ..

make me alive again..

only you can-

-dead-

-

2008-01-18T03:05:00.000-08:00

is she tt heartless? am i a toy to her? am i a toy who listens to her command? ask me let her go means let her go? ask me leave her alone means leave her alone?ask me do and tt..am i a toy or a machine wif no feelings to her? wat am i in her eyes?

i m still a human being wif feelings.

i m a guy who wans to find a true love.

i m a guy who wans to be ur guardian angel forever.

is tt too difficult?

i juz wan to giv in all my best to help you in ur studies

is tt too difficult?

i m not a puppet to let you toy here n ther tts for sure

but wat can i do? i alr in the madness wif you even though i try to forget u.

but i can tell u tt..i cant..i really cant.

i cant.

2007-12-29T06:22:00.000-08:00

de beginning of letting go?..aren't you joking?..juz becuz i was admitted to hospital and didnt get de chance to ans ur call or reply ur sms thn u wan giv up on everything?

i m freaking tired..really freaking tired..tired abt why things had turn this way?all of sudden..juz heard tt u dun trust me anymore or watever things..you say i m a liar ..ok fine thn..i m a liar to u..i m a liar

love?..wat is tt?wat is de defination?

2007-12-27T19:06:00.000-08:00

ni men hao ma?..wo hen bu hao!:(

thinking of your lies makes me dunno wat to do..crap abt infinity and words tt you promised me or sae to me..its all CRAP!

i didnt even noe wats goin on..juz a brk up fro her and tts it..her door close infront of me..de last moment i was wif her..

2007-12-27T03:52:00.000-08:00

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-

lame crap reTARD!..tts ME:D...tyty(lols)
i wanna go out la!..I AM GROUNDED!:(sad case

2007-11-16T00:41:00.000-08:00

never ask me to go away again ok? just now those words hurt me alot is make my heart bleed again u were always the one that stop my heart from bleeding but just now my heart bleed like nobody business it just felt as if is time for me to die dozen and one knife just stab through it is just that pain that painful! pain until noone can control it pain until i can die................................

she's goin for camps and holidaes..while i was alone in sg..waiting for her to come back...wat else can i sae?..perhaps she will see me in hospital?..maybe?..lols..

你就是我的星空..闪烁灿烂的笑容..给我温暖让我度过寒冬

2007-11-12T22:25:00.000-08:00

searching through my heart..vanessa was gone..left her...fion..de onli gal left..
was i a jerk to vanessa?..or i totally had gotten over her?..
fion and i wer having a great time..u noe..chat on de fone over de midnite..chat on her past n my past..haa..we wer reali having a great time..not reali noe hw to express myself

searching though my soul..am i a bad guy?searching through my soul..wat m i tinking?and searching through my soul and my heart..i nv had tt feeling b4 ..until when wif fion..

a feeling wif..lovely dreams for me n her..a hug to clear away my emoing..a kiss to clear away my pain..nv had tt feeling b4..

你就是我的星空..闪烁灿烂的笑容..给我温暖让我度过寒冬

2007-11-08T01:11:00.000-08:00

lols..tis few daes had enough of troubles..yea..mummy 暴风雨..means me , matilda and mummy..LOL?..mummy call me BOLIAO..-.-..and matilda laugh-.-..yea..i had a short break in US..things happen in sg changed rapidly..i alr let go of vanessa..same thing to feli..nw..new life for me..

yea..i met fiona on audi..she was quite a nice gal to me..yea..she was indeed a nice gal..she told me tt she was emo for abt 6 mths bcuz of her ex treated her coldly..ingnore her totally when she was juz a sec1 gal..her ex go out wif other gal..and she was admitted to hospital bcuz of her ex..and was in de hospital for 1mth..and she was on her tears again when we wer on de fone..yea..i didnt noe wat to do except listen to her..

yea..mummy and matilda they both wer sure a joker to me?..lols..and ruiming mei..yeah..she oso abit sot sot de..=x..

EMO BOY&!

2007-10-26T03:03:00.001-07:00

emo boy was here again..he cant take de pressure anymore..he was juz a guy wif no evil heart n no evil thoughts..

but end up..more n more trouble n pressure was given to him..